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Drowning in Sorrows  

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Life...

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 8, 2008, 4:46 PM
Well, I got up early today and been in the computer all day long. Meh, I'm supposed to be writing but I seem to be lacking oxygen to my brain as I cannot find the inspiration. Stupid fellowships. To top things off, I don't know how to type. So It takes me forever to write a paragraph.

I'm stressed. I have no idea where I'm going to find the money to pay all my bills. I even owe rent... this is just too much. I wonder if I can get a student loan. My credit is down the drain right now.

My back is killing me, for sure I would love to go to a spa place. I wonder what that is like.


I did a picture back in Dec to submit to ShoujoBeat for the Lolita contest... Yeah I never inked it nor finished it. Maybe I'll post it later. As I'm using my work MacBook. I have not turned on my compaq in ages XD I feel so bad but my Mac has PhotoShop CS2 installed. I still have not found the time to play with it.

I need a friend -.- I'm way too lonely.

  • Listening to: Neng Bu Neng by Jason & Lara
  • Reading: Fellowship stuff for NIH
  • Watching: the campus parking lot from the window
  • Playing: pretend I don't have obligations
  • Eating: tuna
  • Drinking: Coke Zero

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 23.8 Oo
  • Current Residence: Nebraska
  • Interests: Sonic and Sally, anthro art, photography, science n research
  • Favourite movie: Too many
  • Favourite band or musician: Who knows my mood changes with time
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock and J-rock, classical music
  • Favourite artist: This is hard!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Nascentartist, fredomfighter4, redmage04
  • Favourite style or digital art: CG, fantasy, oils and acrylics... anything landscapes specially country scenes
  • Operating System: Well I use the scapel and guillotine in lab XD
  • MP3 player of choice: I-pod
  • Shell of choice: The ones I find at the beach that aren't from bivalvos
  • Wallpaper of choice: Lansdcapes, fantasy, obscure or S&S related
  • Skin of choice: furry skin...errr my own caramel colored one
  • Favourite game: Sonic Adventure, Stepmania, Guitar Hero, and Mario Kart
  • Favourite cartoon character: Princess Sally Alicia Acorn
  • Personal Quote: Someday you'll understand the reason behind these confusing days, for now just smile
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, colored pencils, PSP CS2, acrilycs and my camera

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Devious Comments

~freedomfighter4:iconfreedomfighter4: May 6, 2008, 5:17:07 PM
Thanks for adding "Fear and Nothing" to your favorites!

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--- I don't know a soul who's not been battered, I don't have a friend that feels at ease. I don't know a dream that's not been shattered or driven to it's knees.-- Paul Simon, American Tune
*evy-and-cats:iconevy-and-cats: Apr 26, 2008, 11:23:06 AM
thank you for the support :hug:

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*MissCassidy:iconMissCassidy: Apr 9, 2008, 10:33:18 AM
thanks for the fave. :)

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I have found when I tried or looked deeper inside.
What appears unadorned might be wondrously formed.
You can't always tell but sometimes you just know."
~Acaciathorn:iconAcaciathorn: Mar 30, 2008, 9:14:34 AM
Thanks for the :+devwatch:!

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~WatersonmyMind:iconWatersonmyMind: Mar 28, 2008, 8:18:12 PM
Thanks for the fav!!

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=azucarada:iconazucarada: Mar 22, 2008, 2:33:49 PM
dang it, I'm so sorry, but I just can't remember who this is... :( I know I know you from TSF, and your art is so familiar!! it was such a long time ago, though. :x

HEY but whatever because we were buds so it's cool :D how are you??
~freedomfighter4:iconfreedomfighter4: Mar 13, 2008, 2:33:43 PM
Thanks for adding "Ripple Effect" to your favorites!

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--- I don't know a soul who's not been battered, I don't have a friend that feels at ease. I don't know a dream that's not been shattered or driven to it's knees.-- Paul Simon, American Tune
~Coop81:iconCoop81: Feb 23, 2008, 3:58:36 PM
thanks for the fav
*ChakotayDgryphon:iconChakotayDgryphon: Feb 23, 2008, 9:39:01 AM
Kree-yah!! :glomp:

Thankyoui very much for the faves as well as the watch. ^_^ *purrs*

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~SempaiMiles:iconSempaiMiles: Feb 19, 2008, 9:21:43 PM
oh, and for the record: daaayuuum...you fiiii~iiine! ;)

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Dreaming on Distant Shores until the Golden Sun rises once more....
~SempaiMiles:iconSempaiMiles: Feb 19, 2008, 9:18:29 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: on that ancient piece of mine!

-Miles

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Dreaming on Distant Shores until the Golden Sun rises once more....
*MissCassidy:iconMissCassidy: Jan 27, 2008, 2:38:28 PM
thank you very much for the fave on
"The Secret"

I love your gallery!

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Under the look of fatigue, the migrane and the sigh
there's always another story, there's more than meets the eye.
-W H Auden

"Grace is illogical, just as unconditional love is immeasureable."

God loves you, but I think you're a git.
~TavoGDL:iconTavoGDL: Jan 7, 2008, 12:51:32 AM Mood: Love
HOLA!!! ^^

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Los errores son el alimento de tus victorias.
The errors are the food of your victories.
-Me... i think

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~Kagomemiko247:iconKagomemiko247: Dec 31, 2007, 3:32:59 PM Mood: Love
thanks for the watch

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*~Kagome no Miko~*

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~fexus:iconfexus: Nov 27, 2007, 8:33:18 PM Mood: Welcoming
Random hello from a fellow Mofoer! haha
~Michelay:iconMichelay: Oct 21, 2007, 9:01:44 AM
thanks for the fav

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~pikapika22:iconpikapika22: Oct 19, 2007, 10:13:44 PM
random wazzup

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=azucarada:iconazucarada: Oct 16, 2007, 6:00:18 PM
JACKIE!! holy crap, I remember you! :D it's great to see you around again, how've you been? :]
*o0neondragon0o:icono0neondragon0o: Oct 14, 2007, 3:35:29 PM Mood: Joy
Thanks for the watch ^^ just checking out here now :gallery:

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*garybonner:icongarybonner: Sep 18, 2007, 6:34:03 AM
Thanks a million for the watch, honored:shamrock::)

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~Nosferatu-Naota:iconNosferatu-Naota: Sep 15, 2007, 1:00:13 PM
hola, como estas?

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~freedomfighter4:iconfreedomfighter4: Aug 26, 2007, 10:31:18 AM
Thanks a ton for the fav on Blood and Water II Part 2!

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--- I don't know a soul who's not been battered, I don't have a friend that feels at ease. I don't know a dream that's not been shattered or driven to it's knees.-- Paul Simon, American Tune
~AriTeir:iconAriTeir: Aug 19, 2007, 2:02:57 PM
Hi thanks for adding 'Old lang Syne' to your favourites

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*daporta:icondaporta: Aug 18, 2007, 6:24:46 PM
Hey there!!!
Thanks for the :+fav: on "Final castle".
Really appreciated :nod:

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